Why am i obsessed with conspiracies?

You are obsessed because you have the sense to realize that they all can't be nothing. It's just the fact that you run into people that have not taken the time to read or check into things of the such and it makes you a stand out. Things are not what they appear. What we are told in the media, are those things that are to make us think a certain way. There is no conspiracy to that, it's true. You just don't have to many people to share these things with so it's best to keep them to yourself at times.